There is an old song called “You are My Sunshine.” The basic lyric is this: “You are my sunshine, my only sunshine. You make me happy when skies are gray. You’ll never know, dear, how much I love you. Please don’t take my sunshine away.” How many of you are feeling kinda gray lately? What with the pandemic and gray skies (at least in my area), and the browns of winter, it’s hard some days to stay positive and “up.”
I have SAD, Seasonal Affective Syndrome, the condition where one’s mood is affected by the amount of sunshine one experiences. Maybe some of you have this, too. So, for me, winter is a difficult season to begin with. When you add in the pandemic, the condition is amplified. As a retired pastor, I especially feel the social distancing. I spent 19 years of my life interacting with and caring for the people of the churches I served. I miss that (that is probably the main reason for this blog) and the pandemic hasn’t helped.
Well, back to the song… When I wake up in the morning and the sun is shining, I know it will be a good day and I sing praises to God. Yesterday was such a good day. The sun was shining and “You are My Sunshine” popped into my head. As I sang to myself I modified the words because I was so thankful for the sunshine. Now I sing it like this: “You are my sunshine, my only sunshine. You make me happy when skies are gray. You know my heart, Lord. Fill it with your light (or love). And please don’t take your Sonshine away.”
Sunshine. Grace. Finding those things around us that God provides to nurture us. “When Jesus spoke again to the people, he said, “‘I am the light of the world. Whoever follows me will never walk in darkness, but will have the light of life.” Lord, thank you for the light.